Monday, May 11, 2009

'Boozle 2009

So since I'm pretty set for the ASL final I got tomorrow, and I became an afterthought yet again... I guess this would be a good time to write about the Amazing day that was... Bamboozle!


Got up pretty early.


Went to bed at 2 though so it wasn't exactly a happy morning, as I got up and ready to go before visiting with my guests Ashley & Caity as we waited for Al & Brina.


Watched Jonas and got all our shit together, before the missing two got there and we headed out.


Along the way I took videos that ended up on youtube after so you can see our hilarious/stupid humor out there in YouTubeland:

www.youtube.com/user/ktotheellyatd


Then you will also see that somehow along the way we decided to stop once again in Wyckoff, NJ. And while there we went by You-Know-Whose's [word?] house... yet again.


Gettin' the roof re-done and whatnot, but still the same house.



Also went into the Stop Shop Drop & Roll which has re-located to a nice building next door so it looks new-ish.


Going through, we also found out that Honor Society was signing at 3, so it got us excited to get to Bamboozle, so we hurried right on up to Meadowlands.


Once there we parked way to effin' far, and I called the mother so she wouldn't worry that we never made it.


We were then patted down for the world's most dangerous weapon: the umbrella.


Then we got inside and went straight to the Wonka [?] stage to see Honor Society fans waiting as another band unknown to me at the moment playing on the stage next to us.. .was finishing up.


Before the boys came out though, we got to see Demi Lovato herself come out and get a good spot on the side to watch the performance...

She was just chillin', waving to people and even offered her umbrella to someone toward the front probably drenched like the rest of us, from the rain.


Then a little while after, Honor Society came on and basically rocked Bamboozle!! They did such an amazing Job.
And that's when I got to see the three things I NEVER thought I'd see at an Honor Society show:
1) Crowd Sufing/Moshing
2 This guy... (Kevin Jonas... didn't see but he was actually less than 50 feet away on our side of the stage<3>
and...
3) 2 guys, right in the middle of one song getting up for everyone to see, and then began and continued to make out with each other...

Hmmm...

Anyways, like I said Honor Society was pretty awesome and it made me so excited to be seeing them on tour with JB this summer [which btw... is NOT happening now.]

So then, we all spread out and went toward the Honor Society merch which was basically two shirts and that's it.

We also saw Kat & Janice [basically famous to themselves and their "loyal followers"]...

I bought an HS shirt and then asked where the HS signing was... and they had no idea whatsoever....

Wow.

So we started to walk before getting distracted to go back for The Ataris before we hit a few more merch tables before deciding to split up.

Al & Caity went to see Tinted Windows with their famous leading Man, Taylor Hanson...

And me, Ash & Brina decided to try and find where Honor Society was gonna be signing.

While we went around we went by Tiffany Giardina's stage and who is Tiffany Giardina?
Well if you don't know...

Lucky you.

She's basically nobody trying to be somebody off a real somebody and she sucks live.

The bonus about going by her though...

We got to meet two members of the Douchbag band we met before in NYC, Push Play.

Well there were actually three but the other one who basically was the Tool of all Tools, and was mean to Ash, and we basically ignored him =)

But I did get to take a pic with Steve...
and one with CJ [who was actually A LOT nicer this time around] =D.Then we wandered a little more and got free samples of the most amazing candy in the world called KAZOOZLES [So effing Delish...].

Went by Push Play again at the wonka booth....

Thennnn we decided to go back around the Honor Society table to see if anyone found out anything more.

We were there for a while as this band called Family Force 5 played some impressive beats that actually were catchy & dancable.

I danced a little while some danced a lot.

Then Ms. Merch seller decided to be a jackass and jump in a puddle next to me.

Once... and then again... and she must have felt REAL big trying to splash someone while it was already pouring.

Anyways I got splashed... boo fucking hoo as she intended to keep doing it on purpose and me and ash got a great line put of it...

"Bitch jump in the puddle again I will kick you in your goddamn knee caps."

What a bitch.

Anyways... we ended up going closer to the stage where Tinted Windows was so we could meet up with Caity & Al as soon as they were done.

We actually ended up standing right near some familiar boys that we recognized as Kevin & Drew from Demi's band.

After we relocated Caity & Ash even before Tinted Windows was done...

Caity decided at one point to just go up and talk to the boys.

So we went with her...
Took some pics..
And talked for about a half hour or so.

They were still the NICEST boys ever and we all had crushes<3.

Thennnn when Tinted Windows was done, and the boys had to go. So we walked around a little more.

After that, we were still kind of trying to find just where the hell Honor Society was going to be, before [with no help from Bitch 1 and Bitch 2] a fan told us to follow them.

So even though we got a little confused... We ended up finally finding the signing table...
Yussss!

And not only did it take a while for us to get in line and then up to the front, but HS was also madd late. So we waited, and waited...

But before you knew it, they showed up, looking cute as ever [pretty wierd pic for that but ya know lol]...
Especially this one, which no matter what Ally says... He's my sweet little man candy.Lol.

Anywayssssss... When we got up to them this security guard began the yelling when Michael told her to calm down, it was fine, and "we're all on the same team"... So effing cute!

Then I was second, after Ash to meet Michael first. He gave me a hug and did something that no one seems to remember before I made it to Jason and we talked for a lil bit.

And then basically "Dreamweaver" went through my head and an imaginary fan turned on when I saw Alex, told him he was amazing and got a hug from him as well. [He gives great hugs btw]...
Last was Andrew who was in the middle of flirtin' it up with Ash when I interrupted and asked for the last hug.
Then Ash told me she asked Andrew if we could get pics with them when they were done, and he said that they would take them!

So we went off to the side and got some entertainment with 3Oh!3 [aka Ohio =P].

The best song obviously is Don't Trust Me, and that's when Alex saw us dancing... and while I was taking a video, Push Play walked by for their meet & greet.

After that, we waited for HS to get done, and when they did, there was no time to get any pics [except for Ash with Jason and basically where she closed the book on her & Andrew's love... *sigh*]. And then they were off on thir little golf carts back where they came from.

We had some time to kill before we saw our next/final act, so we split up again, only kind of differently.

Me & Al stayed to go and try and meet Push Play while the others went to buy hoodies.

Push Play ended up leaving early though cause they had to get ready for their show.

So went to go meet up with the others, and we saw Honor Bright!! [Liam included =D!!]

Then after we met the girls, we had Ash chat it up with Liam and before we knew it, an hour went by chit chattin about JB, bands that were there, how they got in, their tour... Singing along to Sum 41 who was on while we chatted and then Ash got a rub down... and then we ended it with pics and a promise to stay goodbye... [though we didn't whgoops!].
We went in as far as we could for Demi before our group started chattin with another group including a lucky girl who met Robert Pattinson [bitch better back off my man...]...

Then it was finally time for Demi.

And even though somebody forgot her words and whatnot.... she and her sexy band, did an AMAZINGGGGGG Job!
Unfortunately, they were the last act before we had to say Goodbye to Bamboozle =(.
We left with a great day behind us and an AMAZING preview for what was to come this summer!

It was such an awesome day, and I would do it all over again if I could.

Would of smacked that betch, tapped that HS member and stole more Kazoozles =D.

The End.

-♥PoCa [really loves Kazoozles =D]

Thursday, May 7, 2009

I'm angry, need to do something about it.

I don't know how anyone can stand to be friends with me.

Really.

I mean I'm the biggest goddamn bitch in the world.

I say whatever I want and no matter what I say it's either taken a completely different way or no one effing listens at all.

I'm just noise in the background even to the people that "care for me".

I'm a liar, I lie all the time... I learned of from people that I know best.

It used to be baffle me but now I love it.

Everyone has their flaws and I' m not saying I'm little miss perfect b/c I'm not and I know I'm not.

Perfection freaks me out.

I never say thank you b/c I feel just letting you come in and be the one to depend on is enough. When I do it goes unnoticed.

I love it.

I really do.

If you want me to say thank you.

THEN THANK YOU.
This I actually mean it from the bottom of my hear.

B/c you just happen to be am amazing person, and I will also say I'm SORRY.
sORRY that you ever had to do anything for me since I've known you.

I'M SORRY.

You can have it written.

Now where's my thank you.

Thank you for everything I tried to do and the things I couldn't

You're welcome.

Don't put words in my mouth and turn it all around.

I hate not being included and having to feel like I can't get up to the level people expect of me and then tell me they expect nothing,

I'm frustrated.

It's a dark time right now.

I feel like maybe I should just run... People do it al lthe fucking time... Why can't I?

I'm stuck in the back of people's mind in this goddamn house in this room annd b/c I'm scared.

I'm scared.

So if you never hear from me again, know that I am gone...

Not even physically re-located.

B/c my haert is heavy and it hurts.

IT FUCKING HURTS.

I'm glad that you got to read this.
B/c it meaned you actually skimmed through it and got to think "What a bitch, this is it... It's over."

Then convince to me to come back and be treated the exact same way.

I wish I was stronger... Maybe I'll be stronger.

Maybe I'll say what I think...
Why not just fucking do it.

Tell that voice to shut up when it says I must look stupid...
B/c I don't care what anyone says about me.

Talk abotu me behind my back. There's no differnce anyways.

Paranoia is great isn't it.
You're not the only one with problems.

Probably the best time I've had was because of my friends.

I'm sorry I don't live up to the hype.

*bang*

Friday, May 1, 2009

"It's that time Agaiiiiiiin..."

So today is May first... and the last time I worte was almost a full month ago when I wrote about my NYC trip.

And here I am now, 2 days before Bamboozle, to... I guess fill in what's been going on... Which isn't that exciting I guess....

I did my schedule for next year. I'm taking:

-Lifetime Physical Wellness [getting a Phys-Ed credit]
- Meterology & Lab[With Ashley]
-American Lit [Also with Ashley]
-ASL [=D]
-Online American History [To make up for my 100-level fail]
-Online History of Native American [Yes kayla.... Yes....]

Still no classes on Friday and I'm pretty sure absolutely NO money is gonna be coming in so that Job is the next thing...

Filling out for Wet Seal, mayhaps the new Walgreens or *sigh*...
Wegmans *DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNN*

Yeah it may have to come to that.

But I need the $$.

Let's see what else?...

17 Again: saw it 3 times... Cause it's just THAT important...

I'm going to to see Demi Lovato twice... hopefully that's not true, but if I have to I guess that's where it's gonna happen...

Also going to see Mitchel Musso at Darien Lake which means I get to see Unique again!!! =D

Had to rent a movie this week called "How To Be" JUST b/c Robert Pattinson was in it.

I'm actually watching it now.
It's that great dry British Humor, and R-Pattz: phenominal as always.

Lol.

But it's also an addicting movie, I can't stop watching it.

The only other thing is BAMBOOZLE IS THIS WEEKEND.

And it's good and bad b/c I still wish I was going tomorrow. Tomorrow is like the Epic once in a lifetime show that one person can go to and it's passing me by.

But I am spending it with the fiercest betches in this city and getting to watch JB start their Disney acting Career...

Then Sunday we're gonna have to get up madd early to drive 4/5 hours so we can see Honor Society, Push Play & Demi Lovato...

And whoever else in between.

I'm sure I'll blog about it when I get back.

As for no I really got nothing else...
B/c that's as exciting as I can get, unfortch.

Til whenever...

Kayla needs to get a twitter.

Peace out.

-♥PoCa [... twitters like it's her Job now. Follow Me: www.twitter.com/kelerz]


"You're not a Nobody, You're a Somebody...
One of the greatest songwriters whose ever lived...
They're all gonna love you for it, okay?
Listen, you got as much right to be out there as much as anyone else does.. Alright?

Why don't we just go and do it ok? Yeah... JUST do it!
Ok? Alright..."

-Art Freeman (played by Robert Pattinson) talking to his reflection in How To Be

RANDOM BLOG

I decided I miss having a journal.

Like a real one, old school with paper and pens, not typing it out.

I think I miss is b/c on here if you write down how you're really feeling and you mention just a bit of anyone it gets around and they can take it the wrong way, and to be honest... Sometimes you have to write something that they probably shouldn't hear.

I can't do that on here.

Sometimes I have and sometimes I hint it, but I can never really vent on this thing....

But it's the price i pay i guess...

Giving certain people half the story, and I get to keep everything bottled up inside.

You're welcome.