Demi didn't thank ME on her new album!

Not personally did she write "I thank Kelly for..."

and duh! I know that she wouldn't anyways....

But I was actually able to get Demi's CD early this morning...

complete with CD and some pretty fabulous buttons... js.

And I opened it up, popped it in and did some reading, like I usually do when I get a CD... just to see who wrote what and then who she thanked... blah blah...

Well I have to say... The Jonas Brothers were a big help...

I mean they wrote like what?... 6 songs for her album.

They did I think it was like La La Land, Get Back, On The Line (obviously), Don't Forget, Gonna Get Caught, Two Worlds Collide.... also provided most of the vocals and music....

then she wrote Party with John Fields and Robert Schwartzman...

and Believe in Me with John Fields and Kara DioGuardi...

and the only one she wrote by herself was Trainwreck.

But she didn't write two of them... The Middle and Until Your Mine.

A great album all together.

But then the Thank yours came up and I noticed that she made kind a major flaw...

She thanks God, her family, selena of course... other friends.... her band

The Jonas Brothers and their band... Papa Jonas... Big Rob...

Writers, producers, whoever works at her label... and everyone else in between...

But who did she forget?

THE FANS!

I'm definitely not gonna hold it against her b/c... I've met her and she doesn't seem like someone who is not thankful to her fans...

It's just that I hope she doesn't get too much heat for it, and I'm sure she'll do something later when the record actually comes out tomorrow.

But hey Demi!... "Don't Forget"... about us.

-♥PoCa [feels forgotten by Demi Lovato... geez!]

You Know What?...

I WANT YOU OUT OF HERE!

I WANT YOU GONE!

I now have said the word 'suck' so much that it has lost all meaning to me"

So I haven't written in a good while....

And today just completely...

sucks.

I wanted to go here and there and then spend the rest of the day enjoying what I saw/bought/did....

... Ryan and Nikki's car, as usual is a piece of always unfixable shit, so they need the parent's car to move stuff to their new place.

I guess it would be kind of worth it to finally have them out of the house though...

So maybe we'll go later....

I'm always told "later"...

Since the Jonas Brothers, Demi and her fabulous band of gentlemen... and school...

That's been basically it... school.

I did already have a HUGE mental break down to the point where I talked to my parents... about droppin out of school.

I kind of got out of that mood when I got home and I went straight up to my room and actually did some work.

So I kind of made a deal with myself to finish out this semester.... or this year if I can handle it...

to decide if I do in fact want to continue with my education or just get a job and start saving for myself.

But with my positive attitude coming out more, I have been doing okay so far.

Sign Language is actually my easiest class.

The teacher is actually pretty cool, and I am still on the guess-timation that she was one of the signing ladies at the Jonas Bros. concert.

So she gets points for that, lol.

We'll have to learn it, and the history of it, which is quite interesting...

and then we will have to communicate with deaf later on.

Psychology is the most boring clas sin history, let me tell you...

Ha ha.

The teacher's kind of crazy side came out with her rules and whatnot...

she's a little scary.

But it's ok I guess...

Note-taking class mostly.

Journalism is getting more interesting...

I'm sure the teacher is still pissed that I don't talk much, but I've done everything I needed to so far.

And for the next assignment we have to pick 5 songs and write about why they mean so much to us in what was titled "Soundtrack of my Life"...

saweet.

Then West Civ is kind of the one that scares me.

But I felt a little betetr when last class, I think we students don't really know anything...

And I have to do two powerpoints with a partner....

eek!

So that's how it is, but don't be suprised when I flip out b/c I hate everything/everyone that has to deal with this school.

Lol.

Then I guess... the weekends help keep me sane.

Friday, I actually went to a World Premier...

Look at me :)

Ha ha I didn't actually go in for the movie, and it wasn't in nyc...

The movie is called the "The Express", and it's about a former SU Football player, by the name of Ernie Davis.

He was just months away from being drafted to play for Cleveland, I think, when he was diagnosed with Lukemia and died when he was 23.

I didn't know too much about him, but thatnks to news... there ya go.

Ha ha.

But it was pretty cool b/c there were all kinds of people there...

and the most exciting for us Syracusans [? lol] was the fact the the man to play Ernie's Coach, DENNIS QUAID was going to be there.

And did I meet him?...

Hell yes.

Lol.

He came out of this classic car and came right over to us and shook our hands.

But it was really cool to see him and other stars show up...

After we met Dennis... me and the parentals went down a couple blocks for the Italian festival for chicken riggies [yum yum], and then the loooooong walk back to the car to go home.

Then yesterday, me and my mom joined other family members and some of my cousin/aunt's friend's for the annual Badminton tournament.

It was crazy...

You had to play against other teams and win 2 out of 3 matches.... and me and my Uncle Al got partnered.

We won the first game, but played against the fixed team of two tri-athalon winners.

After that, my little cousins showed up, and I had to be the always baby sitter then.

So I made some sweet and delicious fruit dip and let them lick the spoon, bowl and the mixers... then... the little girls next door invited us to jump on their big trampoline.

And then me and Mikayla played "lets-see-how-many-times-we-can-hit-the-birdie-back-and-forth-in-a-row"....

We got up to 23 for our most and then almost kept making it... so I guess that was our personal best...

Anyways... Good times... and also amazing food... the tri-athalon cheaters won.

Then we went home.

Today, like I said sucks.

But hopefully we'll do something... ANYTHING... sooner rather than later.

Til then... I read, and yet stall... and then idk...

maybe I'll knit...

j/k...

even though it is a hobby that would be worth while...

hello, winter is coming up.

-♥PoCa... Just Poca

P.S. Demi Lovato's amazing album is coming out in 9 days!

So yeah it was pretty much the best weekend of my f***in' life...

Well that weekend started out with Friday...

That morning I woke up a little late and most of the time spent being late to meet Ally was spent on my hair.

Then me and mother had a little conflict about the time we wanted to actually go to the fair... before WE WERE OFF!...

We took the bus to the fair, and I was textin' Al the entire way...

Talkin' about our poster and bitches gettin' their Teenie Idol on.

By the time I made it there Chevy had already judged our poster and it was lookin' pretty good for us.

Let me save you the wonder and just tell you that in the end... we didn't win.

And Chevy has it comin'... lol.

But we carried that damn thing around the fair all day with many compliments from friends, family and stangers who said that ours was one of the best.

Take that!

But we went to the Indian Village, and then me and Ally got away to go up and down Midway practically the whole rest of the day.

We got a shirt made that said "Team Demi and Selena" for Demi [meet and greet forgot to mention], that actually was too wierd, so we gave it to my cousin Mikayla later on.

But hottie makin the shirts was a gem, except the cigarette he kept blowin in my face made him slightly less unattractive.

Then me and Ally bought some fierce heart shaped shudder shades, and then ate while we waited for the shirt to be done. We even had this girl crakin' up behind where we were sitting that Ally pointed out was Kat & Janice from JB/Demi/Honor Society... and whoever else... Street Teams and/or Merchandise.

Not too long after, we saw some familiar hotties having a girl guess their weight and realized that it was Demi Lovato's band!

After going back and forth wondering whether we should go up to them or not. I decided to go up and ask if they were Demi's band, and they joked around a bit before I told them that we were going to the show that night. Then they asked about tickets, and then asked about games down midway before we all moved on to whatever we were about to do.

But they were so nice!! And I'm glad I said something b/c it would have bothered me... ha ha.

Anyways, I think we went back to the grandstand to check out the Merch table that I knew would be PACKED later... and ended up buying a Tour Book, and a Demi Lovato shirt.

Then we had to go to Chevy Court to find out that we were not the winner of the poster contest... and we took the tram where we saw Demi's band again! Lol.

After Chevy Court, it was back to the Grandstand to wait for the show to start.

There weren't too many people at first but then it slowly became filled with teenies and even some who didn't like the Jonas Brothers or Demi... [no joke... betches].

I just remember JB being on stage for a soundcheck or something, and teenies were practically killing other teenies to see them as we moved up a little in line...

And then Garbo and Ryan and some of Demi's band came out for a sec.

After that it was a lot of WAITING!

As soon as the gates opened, we got in and went right to the table Kat & Janice were at, where you could pre-order Demi's CD and get to meet her after the show.

["Do NOT push the table!!!!"- Kat. LMAOOOO]

Then we waited on the side and chatted with Brina... and then Kate once she came along.

Then we waited some more before Mikayla graced us with her presence.

Thennn... we gave our gifts that we were planning on giving the boys to Janice who said she would give it to them.

Later I saw her bring it backstage, and then through myspace she said that she actually gave it to them. BAM! We're good...

After that, we found our seats which actually weren't half bad.

It took a while, as usual, but Demi finally came out to do her set and started out once again with "That's How You Know".

She went on to do the exact same songs as she did in Buffalo of course...

But towards the end of her set I looked past Ally and there was a security walking right in front of Papa Jonas!!

He went to the side near an opening to go backstage... and stayed to hear Demi's set.

One girl took her picture with him, so me and Ally got on that too!

*PAPA J!*

Ha ha.

He was nice enough to take the pictures, but then he whispered to security that he wanted to go back.

Could have been the 10 other girls who had the same idea and were standing behind us.

I kinda felt bad afterwards...

But anyways... after Papa Jonas we also saw Moe... and Kat and Janice again.

After Demi, we moved up closer to the stage, right under the big screen on Nick's side.

And their show was also like Buffalo except, no Happy Birthday... Joe's little mix in Year 3000?... I can't remember that song it was...

And then during Burning Up, some girl gave him a hot dog costume that he threw on right away.

It was hilarious.

So other than all that and the fact that Selena Gomez was apparently watching "This is Me"...

The show was still great.

After, we waited to go backstage and then we had to take a freakin hike all the way behind the stage to be in a HUGE line for Demi's meet and greet.

As we got closer we got to see Kevin and Drew from Demi's band AGAIN.

Kevin was like "Hey I talked to you today"... and then he went on about how he lost about $30 on Midway trying to get a guitar or something that they could smash on stage.

Then I got a picture with him :)

*Not very good at games on the Midway apparently?*

After that I got one of my famous Charlie Horse's [the other time was after I met Drake Bell], but hopped over to Drew who noticed my foot and asked what was wrong.

I told him...

And then I got my picture taken with him as well, lol.

Right when Al took the pic... Her and Brina started laughing, and after I checked the pic I saw that Kevin put a rubber chicken peekin' through behind us.

*Me, Coronel Clucker, and Drew*

Don't hate.

Then we went through the line with a crazy guy who's hair was not real... little awkward... and then Mikayla got her pic with Demi before I did.

*I look a mess*

And Demi was nice of course and she just asked for my name and said "That's awesome" and "thanks for coming".

Then I hopped and slide my still hurting foot all the way out and back to the bus to go home.

But it was all a good day...
Great Concert, and I got to meet all kinds of really cool people.
I would definitely "Groundhog" that day if I could.

But anyways, I moved on and was sore all Saturday...

Me and Ally went to see the new Drake Bell Movie, "College" which was HILARIOUSSSS.

Sunday, was just kind of a chill day...

We went places but idr where...

Then Monday, Labor Day, me and my mom escaped and went shopping.

It was either that or hop a plane, but it was too late in the day to do that... haha.

But I got clothes and it was pretty cool.

The thing that sucked about it though...

Was I had school yesterday.


YUCK!

I was late to my first class, Psychology, and the prof. doesn't seem like a "Mess with me" kind of lady...

But I got through the longest hour and half or so ever of my life before going to Journalism.

That class was pretty cool, and I didn't get the teacher that I was supposed to, but it looks like it's gonna be okay.

West Civ was last and the teacher is like a doctor or something. He's madd funny though. He made us say our name and then say something crazy, wacky, or wierd about a trip or something about us.

And since it could be made up I said that I got pissed at Cinderella at Disney World b/c she was a bitch.

Which was half true b/c it was actually Sleeping Beauty, but I talked about her behind her back.

But if that wasnt enough... He also made us go around and find out everyone's Porn Name.
...

...

So mine was Lucky Cooke... ha ha.

Then on the bus I got in my usual depressed mood about school and was seriously thinking about dropping out.

But then I calmed down, and I'm gonna give it til the Semester's over to figure out what I want to do.

Now today, I've done enough writing...

I have to do more reading for classes and then I have Sign Language at 4:30-ish today.

Oh college...

How you sicken me.


-♥Lucky Cooke [loves Demi's Band]