"Never plan things more than two days in advance...

...b/c you end up disappointed"
-"Luke Danes"

Well, if there was ever anything to live by, it would be those words, b/c I don't think anyone knows better than me and my fam fam.

Take now for example, as I am sitting here kinda tweaked but slowly getting over the fact that me and Al were supposed to be hanging out at the mall tonight.

He stupid ass job made her wrok though after asking and letting her have the night off TWICE and now we'll be on a damn time limit....

Not that I'm bitter or anything, I mean, I did say that I'm getting over it...

But now I'm thinking about happy things and talking with a few selected group of people about the possibility of going to Las Vegas/California for my 21st or perhaps 22nd Birthday...


See...

For like... idk... EVER, I have been saying that on my 21st I want to go to Vegas b/c you know, it is cliche, but since the discover of a man named Criss Angel and the fact that I know love to fly in planes... I really want it to happen.

I alo really wanna go to CALIFORNIA!!! Me and my mom have been talking about it forever, and everyone else and their mom in my family has gone like a bajillion times but us, so we've been trying to make that happen.

It helps that I have family out there too...

and since my family there lives like an hour or so from Vegas why not put it all together into one AMAZING vaca!

So my plan is that I wanna go when I'm old enough to walk through the casino without getting stopped and having to spit on their floor all b/c they get fierce [its happened once, but that's another story...]

and since I would like to invite BFF Kayka... and my cousin b/c she's a Cali lover too... to go along, and they are a year younger... then it would be a treat for all.

But then again, who oes to Vegas for their 22nd?

So I'm slowly leaning toward Birthday number 21 in 2010.

And all I know is that I want to see Criss Angel BELIEVE and spend one night in the Luxor Hotel...

After that I'm thinkin' whatever Vegas and California has to offer.

But is "Luke" is anywhere close to right it probably won't happen...

but it's nice to dream about.

Then again another theory is that if you write something down it's more likely to happen.

-...
Mood: Hopeful...

... - [Hopeful] ♥PoCa

I MADE A DIFFERENCE

So, Friday was the day I had to go up north for my Aunt Mae's Benefit.

I haven't been up there in a long time, and it was so awesome to see a lot of my family.

I even got to see my cousin Vanessa who usually never goes to most family functions [at least lately] before she went off to Plattsburgh for college.

Then, I got to see cousins I hadn't seen before, and suprisingly, my Aunt and Uncle from California!

My family's team won the contest, and I won a gift certificate for donuts that I had to give up b/c we didn't have time to go there, lol.

My little cousins sang "This is Me" by Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas too... It was madd cute.

Anyways, I was busy texting Ally... and UNIQUE who was actually at my house bc her and her bood Chris needed a place to stay so they wouldn't have to pay for a hotel.

After the party got done at about 11-ish, we drove out to my cousin Candy's house and slept there.

SATURDAY...
Woke up in an unfamiliar place, and then most of the visiting family went to eat at Bear's Den... Then we made a pit stop at the casino, and then went a few other places before finally leaving at about 3/4 ish.

Made it home with some OIP, and finally got to see UNIQUE!

She hasn't changed... lol.

I also saw the many notes she left me as well as I got to meet the boyfriend.

We watched tv, before playing Movie Scene It! [I won! BAM!]... and then a great round of Taboo.

It was pretty humorous.

Lol.

SUNDAY...

Really kind of a slow day... Just kind of woke up, and watched movies as Ryan and Chris bonded and whatnot before they left.

Oh yeah...

picture!

I miss her already!

I don't really know what happened after that, but I bet I wanted to do something, but it didn't happen...

Yup that was it.

The only other thing that exciting happened was tonight I got to see family once again at The Retreat restaurant for my Aunt's Birthday.

And then today [it's like midnight FYI] me and Alerz are going shopping!

That and my uncle from Albany and cousin/Godfather Al is coming from Florida.

Woot woot!

But then TOMORROW!!!

I'm going to see the Jonas Brothers again!!!!!

SO EXCITED!

Just throwin' that out there.

But I guess that's my update and now I wanna go to bed.

So peace out world.

-♥PoCa [says BE YOURSELF]

One down, One to go...

So as I am sitting here waiting for my pictures to like... work... b/c they won't send to my other computer, I might as well start talking about what went down on Friday.

So I woke up at about 10 mins to 6... b/c that's when I set the alarm... but didn't really start movin' until 6:20....

Strange, the things I remember...

Anyways... My parents went to get a rental car about the same time that Alerz and Ashley came over, and we started working on Nick's shirt that we bought him at the mall the night before....

That's when Ally texted Kate to see if she was excited for the show, and she said... that she couldn't go.

...

We started thinking of people we could bring, but it ended up being the three of us, on the road [back in the reg. car we had]...

Playin' fierce games of MASH.... [helloooooo Trace Cyrus]... and laughin the whole way to Rochester, where we got to at about 10:30-ish.

There really wasn't a lot of people there... and those who were, were clearly jealous of our hot TEAM DEMI AND SELENA shirts that we made... js.

Ha ha.

We got compliments, and one girl even asked where we BOUGHT them...

Oh yeah, we're that good. Hahaha

But we took a little break to eat and shop a little at Wet Seal... where I got half of a fabulous top... and then Hot Topic [hotties are better in the Cuse... js].

Then we went back in line... And waited for madd long, as the line got a bit longer by the minute.

Then Ally even won a contest from Mr. "Orlando Bloom"- as I like to call him...

where me and her got bumped up to V.I.P. =)

...

Then Ashley won just a few mins later.

So we waited more and more... and even more as the signing was SUPPOSED to begin.

She ended up starting like a half hour late, and if she wasn't so nice I'd be so pissed...

She signed the pic I brought of us from Syracuse, and I gave her the Paramore Notebook we gave her and drew in as we were waiting...

She laughed at the drawings, and then said "That's so cool, thanks."

Then she also noticed my shirt like the teenies around us and said "I like the shirt too... That' awesome!"

But then when me and everyone got down, we had to hurry up and get to Darien Lake.

When we did there were 94789236487632846329642 people there!

And the line for the Chevy contest that we were entering was insane! We probably made it just in time, and sadly we did not win for this and we're gonna try for a couple for Syracuse so...

Who knows... *hopeful face*...

Anyways, we finally went in and founf our seats, and the teenies were a craze as they played different Jonas commercials and whatnot before Demi came out [guess what? a half hour late... lol].

She was really awesome... She did...

"That's How You Know", "Get Caught", "Until You're Mine", "Train Wreck", "Forget" [my favorite], "Party" [hot song... js] and then of course "Get Back".

She did an amazing job though... and sadly most pics did not come out for her =/.

After about another hour or so... [In that hour Unique told me that JB was gonna ride the Ride Of Steel, but then changed their minds.]... it was Jonas Time.

They came out to "That's Just The Way We Roll", on a platform that lifted them into the air and brought them back down to play the song.

They went on to play...

"Shelf", "Hold On", "B.B. Good", "Goodnight & Goodbye", "Video Girl", and then it was very cute during "Gotta Find You", where he picked a little girl from the audience who sang the words after they were supposed to be sung, and Joe laughed a lot.
Then they immediately brought out Demi again for "This is Me", where Demi backslapped him in the face during one part... Ha ha.

The Living The Dream episode for Nick talking about his diabetes played right before a very emotional performance of "A Little Bit Longer"...

Yeah he cried a little.

Then, the show got back up to happy when they played Shania Twain's "I'm Gonna Get Ya Good", before "Still in Love With You", "Tonight", "Year 3000", and "Pushing Me Away".

Then after going up on three pillar risers for "Hello Beautiful", they came back down for my favorite song off the new album "Love Bug". They even brought Frankie out with his friend James to chill and then tap dance with Joe.

Then they played "Can't Have You", before they took the time out to sing Happy Birthday to Joseph.

It sadly wasn't anything like last year b/c all they did was sing... I'm sure they were trying to avoid a repeat of last year, lol.

But supposedly Joe saw our "KEVIN Don't Drop The Cake This Time" sign, and kept smirking at K2... Ha ha.

It was nice though... and they went right into "Play My Music", and "Burnin' Up" feat. "Big Bob"♥.... lol.

Their emblem didn't set the stage a flame, and the boys were able to do their encore songs... "When You Look Me In The Eyes", and "S.O.S". Two idiots ran on stage too...

One got a hold of Nick before a security guard got a hold of her....

And then another was going toward Joe, but he just wasn't having it... lol.

She ran toward her and he gestured for her to back up before a security guard got her off stage.

Oh Jonas Fans...

Anyways, after the show was quite entertaining, as I tried to locate not only my parents.... but Brina's car.

Ha ha ha ha. We finally found it after a while of searching, and then blasted some "It's About Time" to be rebellious against the cliche new album or having "Burnin' Up" Be played on REPEAT.

Brina drove us to the parents and then we drove all the way home, getting there at about 2am!

Nice...

I went right to bed, let me tell you, and the whole rest of the day was spent, fixing pictures, and sleeping.

Ha ha ha.

All in all... the boys were AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGG...

and I CANNOT WAIT til the 29th when I get to see them again.

Peace for now.

-♥PoCa [Future JB' Ass....]

[Assistant...]

[Love having abbreviations in MASH]

Tomorrow... You're only a day awayyyy...

Well I'm actually like 10 minutes or so away from it being tomorrow!

And I so excited b/c then I can say that I am officially going to see the Jonas Brothers at Darien Lake!

OMG! Bought these damn tix in March, and finally! I am going to get to go to the first JB show of this year...

Wow!

This is August... that's kinda lame....

But true...

But I'm not complainin'... haha.

It's so wierd too b/c last year at this time, I was sleeping or just about to for the last Jonas show I went to.

Palace Theater, got up madd early to meet Alerz and Kate.

We just saw JB in nyc the week before and we were seeing them again!...

Waited outside the entire day for about 12+ hours just to get in and get out seats.

They did an amazing show and the famous cake incident around the Jonas World took place when Kevin dropped his parent's anniversairy cake.

But he didn't drop Joe's Birthday cake, and his kind of Birthday party made the night really special.

Got to meet them after, and then that was the last time I saw them.

Ever since then, Jonas Brothers have blown up, and their HUGE not just in the US but everywhere....

I saw them at the Palace Theater, 3rd row on "Nick's side", general admission show for about $22...

Tomorrow I am going to see them EXACTLY one year later, at The Darien Lake performing arts center, still on Nick's side... but in section 402, for $78....

It just shows how much has changed.

But I can't wait for it to begin b/c in....
10...
9...
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7...
6...
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TODAY I am going to see The Jonas Brothers!!!!

...Be jealous.

ha ha.

-♥PoCa [is so excited, and she just can't hide it]

Cody... and Demi... and Mitchel... OH MY!

Yeah so due to my lack of creative title-making for blogs, I just kinda used it again.

I kind of realized that I never really wrote about Speidie Fest...

Well outside of an entry that never got published...

So...

Friday, was a pretty slow morning, that I of course wanted to go by a heck of a lot faster b/c we were going to Binghamton to meet CODY LINLEY!

My mom got out fairly late, and ended up taking my dad to eat lunch first, unlike we planned.

So after her and my dad ate, my mom came here to get me and change her clothes before we hopped in the car and got Alerz.

Then we went to taco bell and had some good laughs...

["Down in the Valley"]

[*Mom pushes button that opens trunk* *Ally Closes trunk* Mom :Cut it OUT! *directed towards me *Opens trunk again*]

Ya had to be there.

Then we followed my Homer Simpson soundin' Tom Tom all the way to Binghamton, and ended up parking at a church across the bridge from the park.

We walked across the bridge and went along a path of Duck "doo-doo doo-doo", as my mom calls it, and got in line for Cody near a stage in the park somewhere.

We weren't that far back,

and we really didn't have to wait that long.

We went down a small hill, and bought a picture of him before waiting a bit once the line got started.

He was fairly quick in signing.

My mom went ahead of me and got his autograph [a teenie by heart, lol]...

It was funny too b/c she said her name, Verna, and he started to spell it wrong, and wrote "Be-" before she told him it was wrong so... He ended up writing "Be Yourself! Verna" and drawing a couple of smiley faces.

It was cute.

Then it was my turn and we just really echanged "Hi" 's before he signed my picture. And then I said "Thank you sooooo much for coming here!" ,and and he said "Thanks for coming out", and my mom cut me out of a cute pic with him.

After me was Alerz, and then we had to go.

We ended up eating at a place with burnt pizza, but excellent cheese, as we watched some balloons go up from the festival.

Then we drove all the way home.

When I got there, I got a phone call from my cousin Danielle who was gonna bring her fam to Binghamton so her daughter could meet Demi Lovato tomorrow too!

Saturday...

I got up earlier than anyone should for a Saturday morning, and got ready for Binghamton pt. Two...

It was raining thought, and I actually had my mom bring me to Weggers to get an umbrella and some breakfast food before she dropped me off at Al-Al's.

She was writing down directions and heading out when I got there, and then after we left her house, we picked up Rose and got on the road to Binghamton again.

We followed Map Quest which just for future reference is the hell of all Maps to follow for directions.... b/c it led us all over the effing place, and it was a bit of chaos for a while.

I ended up calling my parents who helped us out, and we made it to the park finally!

Hahaha.

When we got into the park, it was pouring rain all the way for a while, before the sun came out and I found my cousins pretty far back in line for Demi.

It was CRAZY!

Like there were probably like as many as there were for the Palace, but like... x5!

Thankfully they were rushing people along, and it didn't take like a long long time for the line te get movin'...

We went back down the little hill and into the line for Demi, which took a while to go through but we made it.

When I got up to her we just exchanges hi's and she said "Thanks for coming!" before I got out of line.

I ended up seeing my cousin's again and giving Jenna back to her mom b/c they had to get going back to Massena and had like a 5 hour drive or so!

After Demi... We all just kind of walked around and some ate as we sat at this place called the "Hope Tent".

Hottest place in the park, js...

Reading Bibles, and watching a "Hot and Sweaty" Christian rock band...

Good stuff.

We ended up getting in line for Mitchel, about where we were for Cody later on, and DEMI WAS STILL SIGNING!

She even took pics with people at the end of the line... Of course.... before she had to go.

While in line for Mitchel though...

We saw a soundcheck for Ace Young and Mitchel!!

They were both cool, and we noticed that we would have a pretty good view of Mitchel's performance, even as we waited for him.

He took a long time to come out, and I was in Hannah Montana Hell as the Road Crew did like 2/3 songs of her before he came out.

He had a pretty good set, but it wasn't that long, and we got to go in line for the Meet and Greet before he was finished.

The highlight of especially Alerz's life was when Mitchel decided to do The Cheese Jerky Rap.

Oh boy!

Hahaha.

Then after he finished, he took FOREVER to come out, and it ended up pouring once again for a while!

It was insane.

Then he finally came out and started signing.

The line went by like, really really quickly for him.

He mostly said quick hi's and he told me "Thanks for coming out" when I got up to him.

But it wasn't that bad.

And after Mitchel, we had to get back on the road to home.

So that was it.

My two trips to Binghamton, and I was exhausted after Day Two.

Sunday was a day I got to kind of kick back...

and then I got to see Kayka for the first time in forever at her Gradustion Party.

I miss my kayka.

Hopefully me, her and Alerz will get together soon!

But I guess that's it.

My fun-filled weekend.

Peace.

-♥PoCa [likes Cheese Jerky ;) ]

Don't even get me started... [ACDC vs. M&M at the TCAs]

I WANT TO F______ KILL THAT NO GOOD UGLY F____D UP TOOTHED LITTLE HOEBAG HAS BEEN AND HER G__D____ NO GOOD CRACKHEADED DANCE CREW WHO ARE S___ COMPARED TO ACDC AND GOT F______ BOO'D EVEN AFTER THEY WON... I CANT STAND HER I WANNA BEAT THE S___ OUT OF HER IF I MEET HER IT'LL BE A BATTLE SHE WILL LOOSE BC I AM NOT AFRAID OF F______BRUNETTE HANNAH MONTANA W____ WHO CANT GET OVER HERSELF... F___KKKKKK MILEY CYRUS AND MANDY WHAT'S HER FACE AND GO SUCK ON A LOLLIPOP AND PUT IT ON THE INTERNET... STICK TO WHAT YOU'RE GOOD AT.


MoRaL oF tHe StOrY:
ACDC SHOULD HAVE WON.

It's better to keep the Past in the Past.

I'm seeing that with Old friends.

Friends from back in the day...

I definitely still like most of them, don't get me wrong

but there's a selected few that I can't stand anymore.

I'm so sick of them pretending everythings alright when it's not.

Frickin' call me all this shit, when I'm not...
and lying to my face.

How we were even friends to begin with?

-♥PoCa