I am probably the only one...

Who thinks that these shoes are cute...

♥

We Rock! We Rock! We Rock ON!

So another thing I have forgotten to mention [I believe I may have another blog of something I forgot later...] was my Premier Party for CAMP ROCK.

I just remember that whole time after the Demi concert, it was all about cleaning and decorating my house in Camp Rock goodness...

I had an emotional rollercoaster ride as well with my friends that I've known forever, just left me hanging... And I, Ms. Grudge-Holder Champion '08 am still a bit bitter.

But anyways....

The night of the whole shindig, I had my mom go get the pizza and Ally came with Rose and Ashley, not long after.

We ate Pizza, and wings... and many pieces of Candy and many pieces of a big cookie during the whole festivities...

But here is my final review of the movie, Camp Rock....
They built that movie wayyyyy too much.
Who really wakes up to a CD of their own songs in the morning?
And Joe Jonas could have easily looked into the window while Demi played "This is Me"...
And I'm sure Shane's Teenies wouldn't have seen that Asian behind those big disguising trees if he did...
And he met Mitchie later...
He could have changed his mind...
Maybe the 984598562394 creepy smiles she did.

And seriously... Camp Rock 2 should get a new choreographer, more scenes for Kevin and Nick, and a better writer for lines.

Like Buck Hollywood said in his review,

I'm sure I will like it the more I watch it...
b/c the first time was just the shock...

But it is better when you do finally realize that it IS a Disney movie, and they didn't back up what they promoted.

But they boys... and Demi should stick to what they're good at... MUSIC.

I am like People Magazine and give it two stars.

It was good, but it could have been so much better.

-♥PoCa Hollywood

P.S. "Burning Up" makes me about 961248712537 more excited for their CD, coming out this August. ☺

Demi, Phil, and Tim.. Oh My!

So I kind of realized that I haven't written in a while...

and didn't really right about the Demi Concert, so I guess, now's better than never...

Wednesday, I just remember getting up early b/c I wanted to see if any teenies were waiting for Demi all day...

Sooooo...

My mom comes in and makes me check something before I have time to get ready.

Then I came down the stairs at like 7:30, and she's cooking eggs saying that she doesn't have time to bring me.

"Oh you wanna go now?"

"...No mom, I just woke up at 7:00, just so you could show me something, and then i can get all dressed up to come down here and... show you my withering stare....

Now I did..."

I didn't really say that, but I was thinking it fo sho...

So then I went back upstairs and went back to sleep til like 11.

Then Ally and Ashley got me at 12:30 ish and we just made it just in time to be the 2nd group behind these annoying little teenies, that wouldn't shut up.

So we spent our time there...

Avoiding them, yet making friends with others behind us...

taking trips to the cafe and watching hot blond guy walk by like 10 times.

Also saw random drummer from Demi's band...

It wasn't that long though [I say that now... lol]

And before we knew it, we had our chairs picked up, and they were doing a pre-sale for Phil Bensen Merch, and I bought his CD.

Then this guy from Radio Disney was going to give away some Meet & Greet passes to people who answered questions about RD...

So the girls behind us got them, the bitches in front of us got some, and I think almost everyone else in line got them...

Even when Ashley answered a question right, we were DENIED...

Just because she was over 14!

So she definitely wasn't having that and it was pretty freakin' rude of him to not let us in b/c of our age.

So she bitched at him, and eventually... Mr. Radio Disney guy gave us Meet and Greet Passes to go upstairs and Meet DEMI!

I couldn't believe we actually got in, but that guy deserves our thanks after getting us in even though he wasn't supposed to.

So anyways, the three of us waited in line for a bit before we got to go upstairs, and sitting at this little table, on a step level, was Demi, sitting down and greeting fans.

She got up after like the 2nd person to take pictures, and talked to everyone for a bit and took pictures.

When it was my turn, we exchanged hello's and she asked how I was before signing my Camp Rock Soundtrack and my ticket stub.

She was so freakin nice, and I got my picture with her.

*"You didn't really need that step huh? That's awesome"

So I got my pic and we laughed about my tall-ness before I met up with Ashley, and waited for Ally to meet her before heading back downstairs.

And as soon as we got doen there, it was the highlight of Alerz's night when she saw Phil Bensen just standing, and waiting to sign stuff for people.

So we went up to him and all got a pic with him...

And it was cute when he grabbed Ashley's TV Guide with Demi & JB and the cover, and was like "What's this?"... "Jonas Brothers... hmmmmm"...

But he was nice as always, and then we went into the theater to get our seats.

We ended up like 3rd row on "Kevin's Side" [hahaha... So used to that... and he wasn't there :(]...behind these two girls who were behind us in line.

Before we knew it, it was time for Phil to take the stage and he actually came down the aisle right next to us...♥

So Phil and Tim took the stage and talked about V-neck shirts, the million shirts that Tim had on... and he sang "High Heels and a Miniskirt" with a kind of Syracuse Remix☺...

And he also talked about JB before playing "Year 3000", and then went on to other songs like "Bruised" and "Not Good Enough", before asking security if it would be okay if people came up around the stage for a couple more songs.

They let us up [right in front of Tim♥], and he sang a song or two before allowing on of the V-Neck girls up to be his "Professional Clapper" and sing the Jackson 5's "I Want You Back".

All of these btw... on my youtube channel...

Phil singing The "Syracuse version" of "High Heels and a Miniskirt":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gtQqs9WROek

Phil singing "Year 3000":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TD_Y6OPZ1pI

Phil performing "Bruised":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9dntM5xa-8

Phil performing "I Want You Back":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwDQNIqd2fE

Anyways, after he finished, Demi was next...

and we had some entertainment in between sets when 3 teenies got up and danced to "S.O.S" by JB... idiots...

But anyways, Demi started at 8:00 sharp...

She entered from the opposite aisle of the row were in [?]... and hit the stage, going right into "That's How You Know" [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQgys2uy1E4]

We got to move up close to the stage, like we did for Phil, and we stayed up there for the show. [THEY SHOULD HAVE LET US DO THAT FOR JB!]

She performed everything really well! She did "That's How You Know", and "This is Me" from the Camp Rock Soundtrack...

But then she also did a few songs that would be on her upcoming album, coming out in July.

I only know a few... like "Two Worlds", "Forget", "Get Back" and "Get Caught"...

And I am happy to say that she is totally above Disney, and reminded more of Hallie Williams in both her stage presence and voice, so I KNOW this CD will be worth waiting for.

Just as her last song was finishing up, we made our way out of the theater, and they closed the doors behind us. We were actually waiting by Phil's table for him to come out, but while we waited... Demi walked out into the lobby and peopel were telling her good show, and she just kinda looked at us like "Why are they not freaking out?"... lol.

It was pretty funny, but I wish I would have at least said something to her...

my bad.

Anyways, we actually had Phil behind us for a long time before we noticed that he was even there, lol. A teenie pointed in our direction and as soon as we turned around, he was like right behind us, lol.

We waited for other little teenies to meet and greet him before us.

And I got my CD signed and another picture with him, before we made our way over to Tim, on the other side.

He was so freakin nice!

I remember he was really cute when he went to sign Ally's ticket stub, and had to think hard about a picture to sign before he drew a little peace sign.

So adorable!

Anyways, then...

He signed my CD as well ,and then the inside too before my picture!

So that was it.

I waited, I bitched, I partied, I got pictures with Phil ,Tim and Demi!

Yay me!

-♥PoCa Tipton

Can I just say right now, that I LOVE Ryan Cabrera?!

Ok so yesterday...

I stayed out in the sun the ENTIRE DAY...

Almost passed out...

Was drenched in sweat...

and got a really bad burnnnn....

But it was all worth it....

So yesterday, I got up kinda early-ish... and ate breakfast madd early.

The fam [minus me] was supposed to go to Rochester to visit my neice Madison but they got delayed a while when Maddie's Great G-pa on her mom's side went into the hospital.

So they waited...

and I took a shower around 10-ish.

As soon as I got out, I got a text from my ride to the BalloonFest provider, Ally, saying that she was going to pick me up in like an hour!

So I freaked and got ready as fast as I could... and finally went out the door around 11:30-ish, I think...

As soon as we got there, we went right to the stage and then walked around a bit... I got a delicious lemonade... and then we went back to the stage.

We were right in the front with a few other girls, that slowly built up in the few hours we had to wait.

*Kelerz and Alerz... waiting for Ryerz*

They had someone before him and it took forever for time to go buy. But then Ryan hit the stage right on time.


A good part too was when he came on with his band and some girl behind me was like "Where's Ryan?"

Oh boy.... [I hope someone broke it to her gently]


So he sang some old and new stuff and was completely adorable, and just... amazing throughout the whole set.


Someone was getting madd sick though... almost heat stroke material...


Guess who?


Anyways... We left before he finished his set, and got in line for the meet & greet.


He didn't really make the crowd wait for line, but the wait to get up to him...


Madd long!!!!


And we weren't that far, honestly, but we mustve been in line for at least a half hour or so, and it was b/c Mr. Cabrera was a very talkative man....


He talked to everyone there, which made me feel very comfortable about meeting him.


So we're like behind this one couple that was with him, and the great "sketch" security guard talked to us and whatever.... before Ally went up to Ryan...


He freaked out over this picture that she brought from when she met him back in like November '05... it was adorable trust me.

So he asked her all about the picture and whatnot before Al asked for a picture that I took.

*Yeah well... they go way back*

Madd skills... lol

Anyways... I went up to Ryan just as he took a drink and the security guard was like "Now that's true fan right there [talking about Al's pic]...

and Ryan was like"Yeah well, we go way back..."

He is so freakin' cute.

Then it was my turn, and we just both exchanged quick hi's, and then he signed a picture and my CD for me.

Then when he gave it back he looked down at my old Ryan Cabrera necklace from like 3 years ago ... and was like "Oh wow", and reached out to grab it and then pulled back real quick before he was like "Can I pick it up?..."

and I wasn't gonna argue... lol.

*Love how all you can see is... boob... and his face*

So he's like "Oh wow... I wish I still had these... See, I used to sell these a long time ago..." and all this stuff like this as he's showing it to people and is like "I'm gonna sign it..." so he put his initials on the back of it.

It was madd cute.

Then after he was done I asked for my picture with him...

*Oh yeah... bitches be hatin'*

Then, when he looked over to Al, he looks at her Ryan Cabrera pic necklace, and was like "Oh, Did you get that today?"

And she said it was from before... and he ended up siging hers too!

*He's just a regular pic signing freak is what he is*

So then, not too long after the pic signing, we said goodbye to Ryan and Alerz's dad picked us up.

And I also noticed that we were pretty lucky to meet him right before a huge storm rolled in!

But it was amazing, and I honestly just freakin' love Ryan Cabrera now.

VIDEOS:

Ryan performing "Say" [with band intros]:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOpoAiwOIuA

Ryan telling the story behind "True", and a little of the performance [Remember that passing out part?]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvDwb_MTPVc

Peace.

-♥PoCa Cabrera...

What?... Too much?...

"We should go and get Kevin some Apple Bottom Jeans..."

"And Nick Some Boots with the Fur"
"Yup, and the whole club will be Looking at Joe"

So yesterday, me and "Allerz" [... hahahaha...] went to the mall last night instead of tonight b/c someone was itching to go shopping...

That would be me : )

So we did...

Ally's dad dropped us off around 7:30ish...? idr...
But we went to various stores including Hot Topic to check out Perez Hilton's line, which were not all there, so it was pretty quick trip.

Then we went to Kayla's favorite, The Disney Store and checked out the Camp Rock goodies.

Ally bought herself a pretty asian style makeup bag... if ya know what I mean ;)...

and I got her a Shane Gray pillow for her bday. Be jealous.

Later I got a pillow with all of JB and Demi on it.
I can do without her, but I can't help it of she's there...
It's also quite a comfortable pillow not gonna lie.

Everything else was overpriced as usual, so we kept looking around at different stores.

Bath & Body Works,
Borders,
Claire's,
Bebe,
Victoria's Secret PINK Store [I still want that chair!]
Good times at Charlotte Russe...

and just many other fun-filled places along with some delicious smoothies from Cold Stone.

Then I got home, and my mom came in to see what I bought and watch Made... She really wanted to watch it for some odd reason...?

Then I tried on my new stuff, and read my magazine 'til I went to more MTV and pretty much watched America's Best Dance Crew until I fell asleep.

It was funny to b/c I dreamt that like me and Ally, and I think randomly, Mikayla, started a dance crew, and we did battles with the Tanned Chipmunk Sisters and their crew which had like "Milerz" "Manders" and... "Kaylerz"? We had JB on our side, and Selena Gomez, Demi Lovato... and Joe did his little "Year 3000" pop lock and drop it, Kevin... his "SOS Dance" of course, and Nick just like... looked cute and did his little thing from "Goodnight and Goodbye".

We pretty much dominated to say the least, lol.

But then I woke up... and went on the computer to get my entertainment news on...

Went to the myspace, then to Perez, Garbo's blog... Kayla's blog [*AHEM* Update?], and then Youtube.

And I got a sub update from these two sisters... who got to go and be on the Red Carpet for the Camp Rock Premier.

I'm sure it's gonna start a whole thing about these two girls b/c there seems to always be something....

For me, I personally think they're garbage, and totally full of it.

They got everything they wanted by lying and cheating, and sometimes, I think that maybe I should be like that. It apparently works.

Great role models...

Nothing's fair anymore.

I do not know them personally, but as far as I've seen... I don't want to get to know them.

I'll leave it to the teenies to worship the sites they post things from...

And who wouldn't be jealous of what they have, but I really wish they could realize that their not the only big JB fans out there.

I've only crossed their paths twice, where one was bragging about her dream life and I did a spit take and got glares from her band of followers... and the other was a glare from her sister by doing just that.

So yeah I don't kow them, but they also don't know me.
And I prefer it that way.

-Anti Santry happy ♥PoCa

I know it's Kinda Late... But Happy Birthday...

I believe I had that title before but I never really followed up with a whole turning 19 entry.

My bad.

So here I go...

My birthday dinner was the day before my bday on the 5th.

I got to have both Ally and Kayla come with me to my aunt's house which was what I wanted.

Ally gave me a hilarious card, and a Jonas Brothers book fit for a teenie, and the new TEEN magazine that had them on the cover, with a photoshoot that was more talk than action, but...

they were pretty good looking, and I loved it.

Then, we picked up Kayla. She gave me a big cupcake balloon, and a Hello Kitty card.

And my gift?... She pre-ordered Breaking Dawn for me!!

Madd excited!!!

But yes she also brought her yearbook, that we looked as we talked and whatnot...

Then when we got to my aunt's we did not get to have O.I.P... But we did have delicious steak and other good food before some Badminton.

Kayla was madd ninja-ish.

First game I played with her for this badminton season. We had Al on our team who was madd fierce with a raquette...

We played against Ryan and Nikki, and we lost.

We just had too much fun and lost our cool, but it's definitely not over... lol.

Then we had ice cream cake with a kitten on it.

People sang Happy Birthday [even in Spanish... guess who?], and then I got to open gifts.

My Aunt Arlene got me a card... yup a card....

and my Godmother Tracy made me a promise to go shopping... sometime this month... Yusss!

Oh... and Ryan and Nikki got me $20...

My parents scared me with a box from Monroe Tractor...

But inside was Gilmore Girls Season 2!...

My pink leapord print pants!!...
And this bandana style shirt, with the back cut out...

Madd hot.

I tried them both on right away of course, and then we did a little kereoke...

Emphasis on the little minus Kayla's song performance choice this time around..."I'm Too Sexy"

Still have to get that vid on youtube... ;P

Then we left and I had to go home and hang out for a while, til midnight,

where my special ringtone of Nicholas Jonas singing "Happy Birthday" to me [with a little bit of Joe ...and Kevin? at the end], with a text from Kayla and Al...

Then I went to bed at like 1, and woke up to my mother wishing me a Happy B-day... and then my dad a little later.

Then I sat up and waited til 9:27... When I was OFFICIALLY 19!!!

I was so excited... I screamed.

But then the rest of the day was quite boring-ish.

I did talk to Ally and have ice cream cake, but then... nothing.

It always happens...

After my parents got home, I got to get Ruby Tuesday [yus!]...

and then relax til it was over.

So that was really it.

Since then.

Nothing special... I don't think.

I do know that JB is back in the USA today!!!

And tonight is the Camp Rock Premier in NYC.

I'm so excited even though I'm not going like certain tan chipmunk sisters who have to cheat their way to be with boys that can't even stand them... get to go.

Not that I'm bitter or anything...

I actually wish I could go to NYC again for my bday like last year.

But this time...
I'd wanna go to Regis & Kelly for JB tomorrow and then Push Play concert later at night.

That would be madd awesome.

But it's also wishful thinking.

Other than that....

Madd excited for this weekend...

Going shopping with Al on Friday...

And then there's Balloonfest...

Even though I might not get to see Forever The Sickest Kids... :(

.. there is still Ryan Cabrera...

[And Madison will hopefully be able to be come on Sunday too!]

Then it's Demi on Wednesday!...

And the Camp Rock Party!!

Anything else...?

um.... I want these!

"Hello Lover..."

-♥PoCa Bradshaw

It's Only Life

Tears are forming in your eyes
A storm is warning in the sky
The end of the world it seems
You bend down and fall on your knees
Well get back on your feet yeah
Don't look away
Don't run away
Baby it's only life,
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away,
It's only life
You were always playing hard
Never could let down your guard
But you can't win
If you never give in
Into that voice within
Saying pick up your chin
Baby let go of it yeah
Don't look away
Don't run away
Baby, it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Baby it's only life (repeat)
Take your hesitance
And your self defense
Leave them behind
It's only life
Don't be so afraid
Of facing every day
Just take your time
It's only life
I'll be your stepping stone
Don't be so alone
Just hold on tight
It's only life
Oh... Don't look away
Don't run away
Baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Baby, it's only life (repeat)
It's only life
It's only life
Don't look away...
-song by Kate Voegele


You can overcome whatever comes your way.
You can leave it the way it is.
You can make it better.
Even though sometimes it gets worse.
But if there wasn't all these people around you
You would be all alone,
Whether you want to make a change and keep going
Or just let give up and let it go.

It's only LIFE.